I thank you for being my pillar of strength on many occasions. But I have also stood by you countless of times and offered you help readily. It was mutual; we were always willing to help one another. Then, I felt that I was only the only one giving, and many said too so. I asked myself, why am I doing so much when you don’t even seem to appreciate. 

I wanted to see how much will you go for me, or how important am I to you. But you didn’t prove anything and I just saw how vulnerable our friendship was. Maybe it’s god’s will that V gave me an advice before he left. And it struck me hard. I gave you another chance, but you let me down once again. This time round, I’m really disappointed. I’ve never got so disappointed in any one else in my life before. Probably that’s cause no one matters as much as you before.

Maybe I’m just your life buoy. Someone you turn to when you need help. I’m always willing to be your life buoy, but you once threw me aside because you found a better one. 14 days – the amount of days you didn’t talk to me after you found Sam. Then you needed help to forget her and I tried my best to help you in every possible way I can. But the Bangkok incident was too much to handle. I never fell so sick in my life before, and you didn’t even care less. All you cared was Sam being affectionate to you. There are a thousand more reasons why I’ve got so tired of you. Too much for me to say but I guess this is enough for me. 

I’ve got to let you go, for it’s painful for me.

Bye gff