JANE;

suddenly i'm famous

and people know my name

HELLO. I'm JANE.
I get stuffs with my name.
Being associated with Tarzan, Peter etc isn't uncommon.
Living each day fruitfully and
am striving hard.
Don't worry, I ~~don't~~ bite (:

my heart has been captured

by your funny little smile

i don't know for sure

where this is going

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MANDY
NICOLE
PARAM
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ZIXI

don't promise me forever

just love me day by day

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Tuesday, August 2, 2011 / 12:46:00 AM

Threw the medal on the floor, hard. I really hate this medal. This finals is really screwed up. Screwed up.

It's really hard to accept defeat, especially in my final polite. If only all of us were less nervous, if only all of us had more discipline, we might win. Self discipline is the key word. We can only be better if everyone listens to instructions, give and take. But all is not happening in this team. We played our own game with no teamwork. Half a battle was lost. Such an ugly defeat.

I didn't cry, I was just pissed off with myself and prolly part of the team. I didn't cry until I saw my ex-captain when she gave me a big hug telling me I've done my best. I felt bad. And it made me start thinking of what is a captain's responsibility. I tried my best to avoid whatever captain and vice captain position. But when the vice captain position was being pushed to me, I thought everything will be good since I'm not the captain. But I was wrong. Very wrong. It seems like everyone bypass this captain position and comes to me instead. Advisors come talking to me etc etc. I just hope that I can stop doing captain stuffs for once. Cause I am bloody hell not a captain. So now when the team lose the title, its all my fault again. Fml seriously. I am not a captain. JUST STOP COMING TO ME.